thief.
you sing me to sleep.
you talk down my walls.
look through my windows as i wait.
you could be the thief i give the key to.
it fits in your hand like water in rain.
it unlocks our two different selves.
and shows we are the same.
rather than wait til i put me out for the taking.
you’re breaking
you’re breaking
you’re breaking into my heart
and i’m letting you.
bam!
freaking incredible day! not really sure why, but i woke up early…er…than usual. usually, i want to go right back to sleep but i didn’t for some reason. i got up. took a shower. did some homework. went to chapel. Ergun Caner was amazing! God definitely spoke through him! playing music always makes my day better. being able to minister has the same effect. love the kids and staff at Concord! talking to my best friend in the world just makes everything ok for some reason. i’ve been really broken and tired lately, but just like David in Psalms, God has definitely restored my joy and i love it!
psalm 51:12
“restore to me the joy of your salvation and grant me a willing spirit to sustain me.”
stoked about tomorrow, the next day and the next! get to see a great friend and mentor on friday! stoked about sharing dinner and conversation with him! i have a barnes and noble date on saturday with my best friend! CAN’T WAIT!!!
bam!
“if any man is in Christ, he is a new creation. the old is gone and the new has come!”
(via icanread)
freakin awesome.
this is quite possibily the most beautiful song i have ever heard. i watched it and cried.
im not afraid to admit it. i cry my eyes out everytime i hear this. so beautiful. so raw. love it.
tired.
so tired. so weak. emotionally. physically. spiritually. reminded once again this weekend of God’s unfailing, unwaivering love for a stupid, selfish, self-centered and sorry soul like me.
“here in Your prescence i am not afraid of brokenness. to wash Your feet with humble tears, oh i would be poured out until there is nothing left.”
such beauty in brokenness. begging God to break me everyday and build me up again. realizing, once again that i am NOTHING without Him is such a captivating though. i love it how i try so hard to wrap my mind around who God is and what God is and His love for me. i can/will never be able to. gah…im such a control freak. but who knew that losing control would be such a sweet release?
my mind is weak. my flesh is weak. my faith is weak. You are strong. and all i need.
broken.
i’m broken. completely broken. i’m fighting it. i am angry with myself. i put up this happy front for everyone to see. i don’t talk about things like i should. i should be more open. i should be more transparent. but i’m not. ehh. something’s got to give.
“my faith is failing. my faith is fading. but you oh lord are strong. strong and mighty to save.”
hope. strength. protection. love.
i’m starting to see the beauty in my brokenness.
